lirik lagu JW Ben – Why didn't you?

Why did you leave?
You just left me here
Was runnin' from death
But now that it's here
It doesn't seem so bad
I might take this chance
To leave this earth
For better, for worse
I don't really see a point in life if it is real hell
If I die and go to hell, I might as well go now, yeah
Now the devil is in front of me
It's too late to turn around and continue life again
It's too hard
Why didn't you kill me already?
It would've been easier for the both of us